Divided System
Hi we are the 6 in 1 Dissociative Identity Disorder family. We are currently 6 identities.
Mokja
Mokja is our main host and an inner self helper (ISH). She fronts the most and keeps us together by doing research about our condition and teaching us on how to communicate better. She barely remembers the trauma we had in the past but when she does, she will suffer from panic attack and PTSD.
Host: Is an alter that’s been out the most. A host is not necessarily has the same name as the body. In our case, our body name in birth certificate is Khatijah but our host name is Mokja.
Inner Self Helper: Somebody who understands the system very well and keep the system cohesive and organized.
Nik
Nik has the most unique roles among us. She’s a persecutor, one of the protector and a trauma holder. She fronts whenever we sense danger or going through flashback. She deals with trauma so that the others don’t have to. She might not be everyone’s cup of tea due to her dark vibes from all the anger, pain and frustration she’s coping but she really helps us a lot in daily routine especially at work.
Persecutor: Are alters who acting bad ways to the body or system. They may self harm, disrupts therapy, they may destroy belongings, etc. Usually when they’re doing these it is an effort to keep the system safe. Persecutors aren’t bad or evil. They’re just misguided and often can be reasoned with. They often hold a lot of pain and anger. Although their action are not the best but they are trying their best to protect the system regardless.
Trauma Holder: As it says, they are alters that holds the trauma or bad past.
TJ
Hi i’m TJ and the one posting this 🤭 i’m a co-host and a sexual alter. Not gonna brag but i have bright personality and different physical preference! 😝
Notes: Sexual alter are alters that hold sexual trauma. Sometimes they can be overly or hyper sexual. They cope the trauma by being very flirty or seductive.
Iman
Iman is very special to us. He’s a male alter which has the role of sexual protector. His role is quite fragmented. He’s an age slider and also my brother!
Sexual Protector: Alters that come out when the others are in dangerous sexual situation. In some cases they might come out when they had sexual trauma flashback.
Khadeeja
Khadeeja (Mokja calls her Kacang because she’s so small, tiny and it reminds her of peanuts lol) is our little which comforts us all. She’s 6 years old and didn’t aged. She has speech difficulty, likes to draw and very close to Ummi and Iman.
Little: Is a child alter which age around 3-10 years old. There are many types of littles. They are trauma holder littles, littles that comforts people and so on. Some of them has special abilities that normal child doesn’t have. Such, some of them might be able to write, speak or drive at early age. While some of them, not.
Ummi
Ummi is our Caretaker. She believes that she is Khadeeja’s mother and is responsible to take care of Khadeeja.
Caretaker: Is an alter that take care of others in the system (usually the Littles) and might take care of the kids in the outer world. They are often very maternal, loving and caring.
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